Neko-Ikeda

Such a sad soul, but such a happy face. Eyes of gold and hair of silk, face of sunshine and a smile of happiness. A soul of crushed glass and tears of dimands.     ~Inu-chan~ "A smile as my mask and a laugh as my voice. Just to cove my tears and muffle my screams"

Silence. Just as the acent song protold, there was complete and utter silence. A sliver of the moon above dimly shined through the thick clouds that pasted quickly in the night's breeze. The air was chilled and the sent of rain was everywhere, but despite all that it was a calm, beautiful night. Even in the cemetery. The young teen below shivered and curled tighter in her bright, orange jacket. This was her favorite place of all, she could be left to her own thoughts, no one bothered her, but above all reasons she could be with the only part of her famly that she really cared about and that really cared about her. Well, isn't that what Christ

~Broken Soul~ I am just a girl with a broken soul. I wonder if it would be different if he were here. I hear his words of wisdom and carefree advice throughout the day. I see the proud look on his face with every accomplishment. I want just one last moment with him. I am just a girl with a broken soul. I pretend he never left I feel hot tears swell in my eyes as the memories flood into my mind I touch the warm liquid that runs down my features I worry that I'll crack I cry behind the mask everyone sees I am just a girl with a broken soul I understand that he's gone for good I say, its no big deal and I'm okay I dream that nothi

Sometimes I wonder... why? What's the point of my being here? Why am I here in the first place? What's my reason here? In the cold air under the pale light of the moon, I wonder these things and more. I have family that reject me and friends that accept me. I can be in a crowd of people, yet be totally alone. Why do I have to be cursed like this? Why do I have to be so stupid?! Why can't I be.. ... normal? A cool wind blows by. It doesn't even phase me. A tormented soul, hidden behind a smile. Hurtful tears hidden behind joyful eyes. Cries covered up by laughs. Walking down a dark road, wind blowing the trees in a lovely dance